| guys and gals,i am going through a deep dark deppression at this time in my life.i will try to come on here and stay in touch,but probably wont post much.i am having a really rough time now in life.you might remember my car burned down a few weeks ago.and besides the emotional stress it has caused,i am also losing in the financial department of my life also.i know some wont understand the emotional impact it has had but i had that car forever and my dad and i took apart the engine and rebuilt it together.anyway,now my wife and i have one car to share for 2 jobs.she has bad credit and i have none.although we make decent money we cannot get approved for a car loan.we would be able to make payments easily but do not have all the money to purchase a car outright.her car is now breaking down and i fear its on its last leg.once we lose that car we are done.no car and 2 jobs wont work.i fear i have no more fight in me.i just want to lay down and give up.been trying everything to keep my spirits up but nothing works.cant go to counseling cause we have to save every penny to buy a car if its no too late.i am not asking for sympothy just letting you(my family) know whats up if you dont see me around much.i love you all |